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美术课

2009-11-06T10:30:00.000+08:00

桌子上的这几粒水果让我回想起当年美术课的日子！
好久好久没有画面了！

-- Live Life the Fullest

Billy bob Barney

2009-11-05T15:47:00.001+08:00

有工不作在闲逛...真想睡觉啊！
要想办法去KL呆几天！
眼睛要盖下去了！！
林柏应该不会来这里所以...
死懒人！去死！讲好下来过你的屠妖节，到最后又这飞机！死老女人！最好你的marc by marc被割烂！

-- Live Life the Fullest

Billy bob Barney

Jailbreak I trap

2009-11-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

Just jailbreak my phone this morning but I do not know what to do with it... Haha!!!

Live life the fullest...

Billy bob Barney

Singapore idol joke

2009-11-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

The ugliest idol dead or alive
Duane the hippo...

Live life the fullest...

Billy bob Barney

爱疯iPhone

2009-11-04T14:10:00.001+08:00

太好玩了！尤其是无所事是的时候，有爱疯上网！

前端的是少数的账单，more to come...more to come...

Live life the fullest...

Billy bob Barney

拼图的一角

2008-10-07T18:58:00.007+08:00

最这样
开始了繁杂的拼图拼排
一片一片慢慢地凑合在一块
寻找着合适的那一片
小心翼翼地拼揍在一起
在时间的抹杀下渐渐显现期望中的图案
但
那一角却不翼而飞

在哪里
在哪里

寻找了老半天

嘿!

竟然粘在屁股上

Eiir Nie Derte

2008-04-25T03:51:00.002+08:00

Irew
Amtre
Maow
Sieog
Iope
Niek
Geliu
Loiru
Elaoi
Aoie
Giae
Aiqu
Iquw
Nroie

Trips

2008-02-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

Everyone has uploaded and posted the trip to sarawak
but I am not going to do that
well, i meant i am not going to navigate the whole trip
i was totally enjoyed the trip
the nature sea sun trees forest flora and fauna.
was an exciting trip

Pissed off

2007-12-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

Just suck my cock you mean people!

Bird without wings

2007-12-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

If i have a pair of wing...
How i wished i could fly like a bird
How i wished i could touch the cloud
How i wished...

My blog is dying
As usual
This picture was taken by my friend EMILY in melaka zoo.
We both have some passion on shotting motion photograph.
And this bunch of pictures would be the best jump shot we ever had.

Here I am...

2007-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

wow! here i am! it has been more than a month since last post!
life has never been easy, though everything is kinda under control.
What's up recently?
after the final exam, i went back to home town.
as usual, hanging out with bunch of buddy (yikki and sukki and mimosa)
Ouch! just 3 of them?
By the way, i finally meet Sacha the dragon.
he talks a lot! non-stop shotting all words out from his funny mouth.
though i like chatting with him. lot of informations.
nah, Billy Bob is given by my lovely friend Sacha too.
And thank him for the Espresso Ice Blended.(honestly, i forgot to pay him back! lol)
Me and Sacha has been chatting online for ages. *blink*

done crap!

Ok !

Now is time to introduce those blog i am reading.
1st, Face hunter- this is a very spectacular blog for street style!
you can see tons of street style picture which could inspire your fashion sense.
somehow, i do get some inspiration, but i couldn't apply! too sad.
the reason: no money, too hot, no environment.
this is an excuse, isn't?
:-P

2nd, Made in Brazil- this is a blog which you can see millions of Brazilian hotties' picture
especially Gisele and Alessandra as well as Evandro.
hrm...nice!
Oh, for your information, this blog is homosexual rate.
so if you are an anti-homosexual fellow, just don't visit for chrissake!

3rd, facebook- wa haha ! i don't have to explain how this site works.
i bet none of you don't familiar with this hot site!
check me out, my screen name is Billy Bob!

' I'll do anything to bring him back even it's just a minute ' -Hilda Suarez (ugly betty)

Gisele - paparazzi shot...lol

Evandro - Giorgio Amani Ads.

innocent or chucky

2007-10-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

I met this cute little devil in Cameron Highland
That day was raining and he was wearing a rain boot
He was very dirty but still an innocent cutie
I played with him
Draw picture for him
and he draw me a dinosaur...which look like alien
Children have so many imaginations
This picture is taken by Salman but i did some photoshop

Flower blooming in the desert

2007-09-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

Love and Tattoo

2007-09-15T14:12:00.000+08:00

Life is like a Black White Rose

2007-09-15T14:00:00.001+08:00

Life is like a Black White Rose
When you meet someone special
They will paint the Rose into the color that makes your life wonderful
Don't worry what color they paint
as long as the rose is blooming with color

My bloody Rose

2007-08-02T02:59:00.000+08:00

I will use my blood to dye the white rose for you.

Welcome back my lovely sandal

2007-08-01T02:22:00.001+08:00

Finally i got back my sandal!
there is a long story about my sandal and the fucking Algeria French- Ibrahim
The story is like this...

Few weeks ago,
Ass hole Ibrahim went to my friend's room and borrow a sandal.
He took it and didn't return.
so my friend came to the room and asked whether asshole Ibrahim wanted to exchange the sandal
and so the Ibrahim said he could take it.
SO!
my friend thought the sandal is belong to asshole Ibrahim and he took it
The main point is
Better watch out those guys who smile a lot
not every people is kind
A good lesson

By the way
Antoine is the only French guy that i met with a very straight forward personality
and kind and generous.
he is what a friend should be!

回忆录一

2007-07-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

两年过去了,离开了中学,也离开了朋友们.在这短短的两年里,不知大家是否改变了呢?
就这样,白发苍苍,消瘦了许多,落魄了些许.

三年前,"人神共愤"无所不在.
上课不专心,下课不休息
还记得中学时,携带手机到校是件"走私罪"
不知死活的田阿广把可爱的手机藏在口袋里.
怕痒的他,被我们整了一天.
手机的震动在他大腿上搔呀搔.
蠢!

就在这时候,西瓜子弹成功的进入适用阶段.
不知现在是否推出市场了呢
注:研发者--我

白色麻糍被无情的捏扁
加入绿茶...
这般恶心的食物
我却勇于尝试.

to be continue...

Go to sleep la IDIOT

2007-07-20T04:58:00.000+08:00

What Billy will do when he is freaking boring?
Normally he will ask his mate to go out for some tea or coffee
but recently, chilled beer is the trend.
I just found out,
beside my daiquiri and margarita,
beer is also my beverage
I mean German knows how to enjoy their life, don't they?
I like beer which i didn't like it.
Somehow beer makes my belly grow bigger
which my belly getting bigger due to good apatite and some extra pocket money
I just need to get my ass back to gym and also "free-style"(swim)!!

One of my friend's Dirk told me
"ones won't get bored unless he think it's bored"
so, i should have understood that
But seriously,
if your daily routine don't need to deal with lot of people
during the night time and alone in your room,
YOU WILL GET BORED
so don't blame me not being taught

Now is about 5am
still awake
I just trimmed my eyebrow
Which the messy eyebrow need to be trimmed
I lost my pocket mirror
so i can't trim in my room
I went to public toilet
the funny thing is
I didn't want anyone to see what i was doing
people thought eyebrow trimming is sissy/girly
but for me i thought it's kind of way to show respect to others
Being neat and tidy is polite
for me, neat and tidy means clean cut hair and eyebrow
Don't assume that i'm sissy!
i am getting sissy but still a very masculine sissy...
"craps"

Beside trimming my eyebrow
I found my pillow case too~
I'm so happy that my pillow case is here!
past few days i was searching for it
I was quite clumsy because when i search my laundry beg
the case wasn't in there
but maybe after trimming
my eyes 'open'
and i can see the pillow case~
so happy now
maybe later i will get some sweet dreams!

Now, i'm going to sleep
sweet dream billy
and sleep tight
good night darling
zzz...

Mourn for my lost sandal
I miss you
hope the thief appreciate you
you have been my friend since the day i bought you
now you've gone
My feet miss you so much
I miss you so much
Don't forget me
I love you my lovely Reef sandal

Love billy the sandal owner

Grr...

2007-07-17T12:29:00.001+08:00

what can I get from you?
A cup of tea?
or
A glass of H2O?
I am a sensitive guy
So, don't give me H2O with weird taste
Give me tea peng(ice)
please?

so I am me...

biLly the mermaid

2007-07-16T15:54:00.001+08:00

'I believe I can swim
I believe I can touch the sea
I think it every night and day
Spread my leg and swim away'
-biLly the mermaid

I think I'm insane
Just being myself as a crazy boy

FUCK

2007-07-13T03:40:00.001+08:00

'Fuck you'
This is the only word i want to say to you,
I can't stand your attitude anymore,
Not even a second.

Please ask me if you want to use my things
Please ask me if I will be back and don't sleep on my bed
Please say thank you if you used my things

I hate people who don't ask for permission
I hate people who don't care about others
I hate people who don't appreciate
I hate people who is impolite

Just don't try me anymore
I'm doing everything to prevent
I don't want quarrel
I don't want to make you embarrass

Recently i am living with someone who really pissed me off
Do you ever had a normal friend who dare to take and use your things without any permission?
I do
My tanning oil, sun block, PERSONAL computer, bed, pillow...
It's not a big deal if you ask before use
But it's a big deal if you use without ask!
just a word 'fuck you'
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU

Universal Language

2007-07-13T03:27:00.000+08:00

I wonder why you don't like to smile
Your sweet smile might change the world
Your sunny smile might save the world
Say cheese, and smile

Scooter away

2007-07-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

Scooter & helmet & petrol
We go around the island
6'2" & 6'3"
2 tall boys on the scooter
So enjoyable and unforgetable

Photo shot by biLly

2007-06-21T03:56:00.000+08:00

Thing that I'll do for my love

2007-06-21T03:36:00.000+08:00

Back to 2 November 2006,
That day was my first time baking a cake
It's Mum birthday
I didn't know anything special than baking a cake for her
so I went to my daughter's house to bake a cake
Most of the measurement was done by her
and I was just helping her to walk around the kitchen
AND
I did the decoration
It wasn't really show my talent
So
the cake is, honestly, look like shit

The main point isn't how the cake look like
Mum just love it
and my others mummy was surpriced

What a Coincident

2007-06-20T02:28:00.000+08:00

Anna's kitchen

Dolce bar

What a Coincident...
We took those picture At different time and place
but we are standing at the same position
and
I'm the only one who change post...
sukki and ki suck!!
By the way
I look like a tomato...
Because of the alcohol
Once i drink, my face turn red like a tomato/monkey ass
espeacially my cheeks...
so so red
Honestly, i think i look like a sissy...
And a alcoholic

Men in Scarf

2007-06-20T02:24:00.001+08:00

It's me...
Yes, IT'S ME
playing sukki's scarf
Am i beautiful?
**vomit**

Electronic music

2007-06-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

Im quite into electronic music
here is some link that you can download free electronic music
http://www.thinner.cc
http://www.stadtgruenlabel.net
Share with you because i love you

I jump

2007-06-19T02:40:00.000+08:00

I jump
I want to reach the cloud
I want to stay there forever

I jump
I want to jump higher
I want to jump to another world

I jump
I want to jump

Life

2007-05-29T01:33:00.001+08:00

'What is life?'

This question pop out from my friend.
And It isn't easy to answer.

Every living things in this world live a life.
No one can object one's opinion but repect.

Currently I still haven't defined this word.
It isn't easy for me to speak it out or type it out.
Maybe I'm still young?
It would be easy if I'm 30? 40? 50?
or end of my life?

A death lead A life
A life lead A death

The begining of a life is The end of a life.
The end of a life is The begining of a life.

It's so confusing...

Moon River

2007-05-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

I love this song...
Always my lullaby
I've post the radio at the side bar
enjoy the song

結束吧...

2007-05-22T04:31:00.000+08:00

結束吧考試
我的生活就快被你摧殘而枯萎了...
Exam exam go away,
Come again another day!

The life of Zombie

2007-05-20T06:28:00.000+08:00

Sleep when the Sun Rises,
Awake when the Sun Sets.
That's the life of Zombie.

過去的回顧

2007-05-18T01:08:00.001+08:00

快乐前的忧郁

每当快乐降临前
内心总是深蓝着...

快乐需要忧郁来衬托它的价值
忧郁借着快乐来表现它的意义

不是吗?
世事不都是一来一往的吗?
哪有单方面的付出
但是谁不希望贪那点点的小便宜呢?

没关系...不在乎了
忧郁后的天空特别美
快乐后的人生更惆怅...

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鱼儿水中游

一天到晚游泳的鱼儿

快乐吗?

鱼儿无拘无束地
鱼儿逍遥自在地

但是
真的快乐吗?

从不被任何事情纠缠
鱼儿啊你是多么的幸福

真的幸福吗?

假如上辈子是鱼儿
我是海豚
成群结队在轮船前"飞翔"

假如下辈子是鱼儿
我是人鱼
为我爱的人而活

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没有倒退档的汽车

汽车没了倒退档
倒退成了不可能的指示
要如何倒退?
你有办法吗?

不倒退
也没办法
只能寻找另一条道路
寻找没人的停车场

有人说
倒不如不驾了
将他遗弃在废铁场

可是
我不舍得
若不使用
我也想把他放置在家里

为什么?

因为
他载我行走了无数的地方
他给了我许多美丽的回忆
你能要我这样对待他吗?

曾几何时
为了倒退我与他吵架了
我无情地踢了他一脚
他哭泣了...
他伤心了...
他
却还是把我载回了家

独自忍受着痛苦
其实
他比我还想倒退
他真的很想为我倒退
可是
我了解
我体谅

不再埋怨了
了解了他的困难
毕竟他还是我敬爱的

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堕落的黑天使

恶魔与天使的战争
恶魔的力量比天使强
可是
天使以纯洁的心感化了恶魔

恶魔的根本是邪恶的
天使只能暂时平缓恶魔的魔性

有一天
恶魔与天使的战争重新爆发
天使的纯洁再也不能感化恶魔了
然而
天使却被恶魔所感染
退下了光环和翅膀
贪婪占有了他那纯洁的心灵
他成为了
堕落的黑天使

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皮革日记本

十年, 也许已经遗忘了

皮革日记本,
写下了我将遗忘的一切
心情, 作息, 八卦...
就连老天那月事般忽冷忽热的情绪也被记录了下来

我不知道下一分钟的人生
更不知道十年后的自己.
时间不停地载我穿梭未来
现在我已经在上一分钟的未来...

皮革日记本,
它是我的历史课本
它是我的拷贝文件
它是我的心情写照

但,
它不能将我的情感保鲜着
它不能储藏我内心的爱恋
更不能冷冻我的思绪...

我将遗忘,
纵然我不曾轰轰烈烈的爱过
但我要不断前进的人生...

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果汁糖

摇一摇..."咯...咯..."

草莓果汁糖掉出来...

总是任由命运主宰

我可否把果汁糖都倒出来,寻找我要的口味?!

@果汁糖倒出来后,又放回去...好脏...

左边的biLly:

不要啦...

任由命运主宰不是很好吗?

有时草莓,有时薄荷,有时哈蜜瓜,
有时柠檬,有时葡萄,有时鲜橙,有时黄梨...

总会有所期待...

右边的biLly:

才不呢!!

我要凭实力!!

想吃草莓就吃草莓,
想吃薄荷就吃薄荷,
想吃哈蜜瓜就吃哈蜜瓜,
想吃柠檬就吃柠檬,
想吃葡萄就吃葡萄,
想吃鲜橙就吃鲜橙,
想吃黄梨就吃黄梨...

由自己掌握,控制...

哈哈...想到了解决方法...

左边想吃果汁糖时就任由命运;右边想吃糖时就倒出来挑选

左边的味蕾品尝命运的味道;右边味蕾品尝机会的味道

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蚂蚁与人类

蚂蚁小小一粒
人类大大一块

这两者存在什么关系?

话说在很久很久以前
遥远的国度里
住着一块猎人和一粒蚂蚁

猎人以射杀动物维生
蚂蚁不知道怎么维生

两者是完全根本就是没有任何交集
但是
两者的关系却因为这件事而开始纠缠在一起

有一天
猎人在森林里打猎
在寻找猎物的途中
误踩蚂蚁的巢穴
造成蚂蚁无家可归

蚂蚁憎恨猎人
开始策划对猎人的一系列攻击

猎人是无意的
大大的一块人
走路只往前看

蚂蚁开始了它的复仇计划
他跟踪猎人

每当猎人遇到猎物要射杀时
蚂蚁就会咬猎人的脚
猎人无法专心的守猎
就这样
一天一天
无法再捕到任何猎物
生活陷入困境

蚂蚁报了仇
猎人得到了报应

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天空

翱翔在辽阔的天空
时而飞向白云
时而飞向乌云

在那黑白云间穿梭
感应着不同的感觉
感觉着相同的触觉

你问我
何处才是我的故乡
不知道
下一站将是我的故乡

我问你
何处才是我的故乡
不怕
这里永远都是我的故乡

遗忘了故乡的河
遗失了故乡的水
只记得
故乡是我成长的地方

在哪里?
在那里!
就在你我的心里

One down Five to go

2007-05-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

The war has begun...
Today is the 1st subject of the final exam- Advance Managerial English.
Honestly, no pressure for this subject.
Besides, didn't do any revision either.
Thanks god, the exam ain't too tough.
I need to confess, I haven't finished the literature yet.
If not mistaken, I've just finished a quater of the book.
Anyway, this battle has finished.
Need a short break for the second battle.

Last Sunday was Mother's day...
And again, I am guilty.
I forgot to call Mum. Neither a greeting card.
And the next day she called me,
by the time only I recalled Mother's day~
What a bloody Son I am...
Maybe a belated greet will helps?
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUM!
It doesn't help... Mum dont online.

Back to my 'Normal' life.
Since my lovely roomate left, I rarely talk.
The room is empty and I feel so lonely.
Sometime even think too much and fell depressed.
What I thought was really unrealistic.

And I'm the only one who know what I'm thinking.
That's biLly, the stalker, the Botak, the fancier.

Fancier

2007-05-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

I am fancier.

And i have alot of fancies.

Recently just get to know someone better.
Someone that I fancy alot.
That's kinda excited because you are my fancy.
You are kinda sexy in someway.
That's make me more fancy about you.
But as you know,
I am a Fancier.
Hope my fancies will come true.
And the person WILL APPEAR!
Speacial Gift for my FANCY

Today my dear roomie is going back to Iran.
I'm going to be alone in my room...
ALONE!
ONLY BILLY IN THE ROOM.
It will be so boring,
although I don't like noise,
he is filling my empty-ness.

Anyway, exam is at the coner,
I should work my ass hard!
No, I don't mean to shake it hard.
I mean I should probably sit on the chair and read those books.

By the way, could anyone distinguish this flower for me?
Is this rhododendron?

YEah Babe!

2007-05-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~
This is my newly hair cut.
Done by myself and roomie.
Not pro, but I like it.
At first, the middle hair should be longer,
but some mistake, I have to shave it and lost the layer.
and dont look at my pimples.
They just POP OUT brutally!!
But thats a signal warning me to get my ass to bed early.
Anyway, now I'm so staggering...
Everyone passing by the library will look at me...
Hrm, shock a !! haha...

P/s: this is my crazy new look, before was bald, and now hrm... unknow style.

ME MYSELF I

2007-04-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

hello everyone who pass by <<>>

this is me, biLly
just wanted to let everyone who pass by here to know me
This is the very first time i show my full size picture in my blog
Tho it's not clear,
hope you don't mind.

By the way,
I'm a guy who cares about my look...
So, anyone please tell me whether this look is for me
Thanks...
I accept bad comment too... but don't be mean to me
I'm just a little boy...

Oh My God!!

2007-04-24T02:26:00.000+08:00

Hey ya! who's this? Nice head...
Any Comment?

Messy Life

2007-04-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

My life is messing up.
Just like my room...
Clothes ain't in the wardrobe.
Books ain't on the rack.
Wires tangle and speard around the floor.
Hairs drop and ain't being cleaned soon.
What a Mess!!

I don't know what goes wrong...

Watching the rain drops on the window,
it's so nice,
it's so peaceful,
and it's so simple.

Putting my fingers into the water full of fish,
they suck my fingers.
It's so weird,
but it's so cute;
It's so strange,
but it's so funny.

Driving around the campus,
wasting patrol.
It's so stupid,
It's so silly,
It's so relaxful.

Doing senseless actions,
being weirdo infront of public.
It's so shamless,
It's so childish,
It's so unforgetable.

Will you dare to do what I've done?

I was the one who hanging there

Relax, PEACE !

2007-04-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

I want to travel again!
Backpack, Camera, Money is all I need
maybe a travel partner.
And I/we will have alot of peace and FUN!!

Do you know the differences between Tourist and Traveller?
In my opinion,
Tourist is someone who only visits the tourist-spots.
Traveller is someone who experiences the country's culture and life style.

I would like to be a Traveller.
I've mentioned above,
backpack, camera and money,
maybe a travel partner.
well, being alone is good,
but I really need a partner.
Safety, Companion, and someone to share the accomodation...
haha...

Sometime I just wonder,
Did I make a big mistake in study ing Management.
Maybe I am right,
I shouldn't involve in something I'm not really interested.
It's somehow a torture...
but it's too late,
I've to keep holding on.

What I'm trying to tell is,
Be nice to yourself,
once again,
BE NICE TO YOURSELF!

It's too late to realise the mistake,
but in the road of life,
we still have many paths to choice,
and choice to suitable one.
Because human is born to understand and correct the mistake.

One day,
I'll show you the pictures
and tell you the stories of "Traveller Bill"

Lie Down

2007-04-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

I just want to lie down...
Anywhere,
Everywhere...

Sometime we just need to lie down...
Anywhere,
Everywhere...

Don't worry about the cleanliess and just lie down...
Anywhere,
Everywhere...

Don't care about others' thought and just lie down...
Anywhere,
Everywhere...

This is the freedom I have...
Please lie down...
Anywhere,
Everywhere...

Just lie down,
I realised the sky is so beautiful,
the clouds keep changing ...
Sometime it looks like rabbit,
lion,
kangaroo,
nemo,
man with beard,
big boobs lady...

You might think I'm a illusionist.
Give youself a peaceful moment!!
You deserve it.
Don't care about what people might think of you.
Their opinion won't affect my life as well as yours.

What is "shameless"
No one really defined the word...
and no one can define the word...

The defination of shameless,
somehow is defined by the majority.
You wear no clothes and walk around the street,
"how dare you are! shameless"
(try to higher your pitch and imitate those aunty voice, so funny)
...

Anywhere,
Just be who you are...
Don't fix yourself with what others think.
They think you are silly,
You are silly?
They think you are pervert?
you need a doctor...

The sky is beautiful
only when you lie down and appreciate...

Morning Glory

2007-04-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

One hand Morning Glory, another hand camera

悄悄的走

2007-04-05T11:27:00.000+08:00

轻轻的我走了，

正如我轻轻的来；

我轻轻的招手，

作别西天的云彩。

那河畔的金柳

是夕阳中的新娘

波光里的艳影，

在我的心头荡漾。

软泥上的青荇，

油油的在水底招摇；

在康河的柔波里，

我甘心做一条水草

那树荫下的一潭，

不是清泉，是天上虹

揉碎在浮藻间，

沉淀着彩虹似的梦。

寻梦？撑一支长篙，

向青草更青处漫溯，

满载一船星辉，

在星辉斑斓里放歌

但我不能放歌，

悄悄是别离的笙箫；

夏虫也为我沉默，

沉默是今晚的康桥！

悄悄的我走了，

正如我悄悄的来；

我挥一挥衣袖，

不带走一片云彩。

My New Old Friend

2007-04-05T10:51:00.000+08:00

I've a new old friend
As new as a White Converse
As old as a Vintage Leather Jacket

I've a new old friend
I knew him only one month
He has already been friend with my whole life

I've a new old friend
I know him well
He knows every secrets of mine

I've a new old friend
I am new, I am old
You are new, You are old

Between Like and Love

2007-03-29T01:23:00.000+08:00

Like
can be used to express a feeling of attraction,
weaker than love
and distinct from it in important ways.
In the case of a choice this is also called preference.

Love
is any of a number of emotions and experiences
related to a sense of strong affection or profound.
Depending on context,
love can have a wide variety of intended meanings.

Everthing happen in the way it should be.
But I can't hold my tears anymore.
Never I found anyone like you.
One month time,
but seems to be 10years.

Brus,
I really gonna miss you like hell.
Never and Ever I feel so bad.
I told you,
I'll cry,
and I did it.
I don't know if you were?

One month,
seems to be short,
seems to be nothing.
but
it's long,
it's everthing.

The memories that we share,
the secrets that we share,
even the island that we share.
I don't know if i will forget.
maybe until the day i die.

It's really weird that you and i become so close.
I don't know how we started.
but
I do know how we ended.
until the day we die.

Do you remember what we had chatted?
I do have 5stars
each star tells a story.
now one of them is filled with whole bunch of memories between you and me.
I sealed it.
And it's belong to you.
But,
We gonna watch the star in different place.
You know where is the star,
look at it and you will find me.

Remember the lady we saw was crying on the beach?
Remember the car we share?
Remember the private island that 'belong' to us?
Remember the cable car that i got discount but not you?
Remember the banner of Che Guevara that we went around the island for that?
Remember the 'hand' snake?
Remember the lovely american king size bed?
Remember the kid that love to be in my picture?
Remember that we ate M&N with beer?
Remember the lake that we dived?
Remember the plate?
Remember we missed the ferry?
Remember the night in YMCA after i fall as sleep?
Remember the food i order for you in Penang?
Remember the night in Cameron you asked me to cover you?
Remember we sleep together in a single bed?
Remember...
it's too much to remember.
But i remember and you remember.

It's raining...

Tears..

My stars is crying.

Bill
Bill
Bill
Bill
Bill

人生篇章

2007-03-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

短暂的人生里
记载着无数的篇章
喜怒哀乐深烙在记忆
一天一天延续着
直到心脏停止运作的那一刻

每一个篇章
存在着不同的角色
每一个角色影响着下一个篇章
一个又一个
直到心脏停止运作的那一分

扮演着不同角色的人儿
陪伴你撰写人生的点滴
一笔一划
心情就这样被谱写在记忆里
直到心脏停止运作的那一秒

写完了,我也死了

Happy Birthday

2007-03-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me
happy Birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Myself

Today is my birthday
Wish biLly a very very good Birthday

I've lotsa things to update
but
Remain...

Finally I've the desire

2007-03-04T03:33:00.000+08:00

Desire is always a motivator for someone to achieve something.
Don't you agree with me?
Somehow desire brings succeed.

SO,
FINALLY,
desire of telling everyone my birthday is coming soon makes me update my frozen blog
OK, here is a deal
remember, my dearest friends,
the bloger, me, the owner of this blog,
Billy's birthday is coming soon!!
it's hold at 27th march.
This year is my 1st time to celebrate birthday away from home.
But usually I won't hold any parties or celebrations as well.
Normally it's just another day in my life.
It's a memorable day for mama,
meanwhile we should celebrate for mama's big satisfaction.
Am I right? Am I?

Anyway
maybe this year will have some different experiences.
New enviroment, new buddy
Maybe a new ME.
I'm not sure if i am still what i used to be.
But more or less the same...
what a contradictory I D I O T...

Recently i got to know some new friends
S and P
they are foreign student.
And it's a great pleasure to meet them.
and taste the food of their country.
Ha ha, thanks P.
Koskhol, Kalle kiri, Gouzou, Kuni, koundeh.
those are the words taught by this men.
My teacher, ha ha!!

well, it's kinda Cross Culture Intergration.

ok, since I talk about cross culture intergration,
I have to talk about the event I've thrown myself into.
'Cross Culture Intergration Program'
'C C I P'
and I am a committee of sponsorship.
Honestly, this is not a easy job,
but somehow there are still some morons thought it's a easy job.
No way to force someone to give you Everything you want.
Be polite.
Be appreciate with what others have done.
Be supportive.
Last but not least, DON'T BE A JERK
by the way,
we should always thanks to someone who are really kind and generous and well-educated.

Hopefully I'm not a jerk.

Craps

2007-02-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry that it has been awhile since I've posted.
There has been alot going on.
I don't know where to begin.

Well
Holiday has finished quite awhile
but still haven't got back to study mood
two more week later another holiday is coming
It will be Lunar new year holiday
One of the Biggest Holiday

I used to eat, drink alot
that's why i am working damn hard to keep in shape
i know i will eat more

Back to holiday
I have been run alot and swim alot
lose a few pound and waist.
By the way, my leg is nicer sexier and yummier
hehe...

This week
we watched 'The holiday' & 'Blood diamond'
Both are nice movie
Those who like movie
I'm sure they have watched.

Not in the mood of bloging
what i can type are all craps...

Oh
I shaved my hair
yes
so called BOTAK

I will let go

2007-01-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

It has been a long long time since my last update...
because I was busy,
quite,
er...
ok, not really!!
'No excuse, bil!'
ok, I was lazy to update...
the number of visitors are gaining, though
but,
haiyo!
bil still a man!

Back to 31/12/2006
I went to KL
YES!
I knew I told everyone I'm afraid of crowded!!
But I still went there!
with 3 friends
This is my 1st new year in KL
Quite unforgetable
and I think the following years
I might spend new year eve here.
Maybe with same gang of friends,
or maybe with other else.

✿❀✿❀✿❀✿❀✿❀

What i did?
Drink coffee and had my 1st muffin at StarBuck
YUMMY
the muffin is nice
by the way,
muffin is my favourite food.
I know it is high fat, high calories
yeah
it is really high in fat and calories...
oh no...
ok babe
i will try to avoid muffin!
'It's my pleasure'
'wake up!'
no no no... no muffin!
I will let go...

after new year is my
stupid exam...
do not ever mention about this!

after exam
hee ha !
I went to Genting Highland!
Nothing speacial
coffee and muffin and ice-cream

ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆

It was misty windy and cloudy
kinda bad weather
should I happy or shouldn't I
I went there with a couple and a single lady
Obviously,
me and the lady will automatically stick together
and so we were.
Hang around
Slack around

(✿◕‿◕)

that's why I was genting+ing
I am not that kind of people who go for a place with a motive.
I go where ever comes out from my mind 1st
and i sit where ever the place is nice view
no matter how strong is the wind
how cold is the temperature
how dangerous is the situation
Yeah, I sat on a wet chair.
and then... my pant was wet!

The wind was blowing,
face was freezing,
hand was shivering.
but my heart was still beating
my brain was still meditating as well.
I was pondering alot of WHY.
but no answer
and never has a answer for every WHY.
trust me
my questions have no answer!

The wind was blowing,
The air condensed and slided down from my hair.
my skin feel the coldness of the water.

The wind was blowing.

I will let go...

When you say you love you

2006-12-28T16:30:00.001+08:00

Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

☸

This is the song of the week.
Not because someone say love me.
Simply because i like this song.

Christmas has just passed by,
and new year is coming soon.
How you guys going to celebrate new year?
Go party wait untill 0000 and kiss the girl beside you?
or stay home, watching the stupid box,
admire people who go to party/concert.

I will be the second type,
at home and admire those who go party/concert/count down.
ha ha!! simply because i am lazy,
and afraid of crowd.
And party is not my cup of tea.

ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆೧

I was studying for that AssHole economics.
Brain is fully loaded by D, S, MC, MR, ATC, AVC, TC, TR...
@#*(%&

(　´_ゝ｀)

Did you realise i add some games in my blog?
Visitors
Please play the games,
And remember to save.
So we can share the picture that you had drawn.
Draw what ever you like.
18sx, 18pg, 21ra, U
whatever~

Why can't upload picture?
anyone answer me please

I'm a tourist

2006-12-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

Wow...
I have had a wonderful Sunday!
Went KL with Black-Pig,
and today is sort of a dating... ha ha!!
Seriously,
she used to be one of my best friend in high school.
And now she is studying at in-ti,
and she came back to school for some stupid activities,
and bored,
so want me to accompany her for this weekend.

Well,
I appreciate it~
And thanks for the Starbuck.
You know,
I'm abit regret I should have forced you for Häagen-Dazs!
Oh,
besides,
We went Kelantan Delight.
I ordered chicken
she ordered fish.
And, what a damn fishy!

(｡☉౪ ⊙｡)

I hurted my lower leg!
And swollen!
Pain, pain, pain...
The accident happened while I was staring at Mdm. Kwan...
Ha ha!!
Funny right?!
Indeed...
Ops, we had our lunch at KL Sissy.

Before our date ended,
Pig gave me a gift,
I didn't really surprice...
Because I saw the present already dude!
But I'm happy.

By the way,
you guys are so i-type!
I didn't addicted and need not to worry so much!
I swear!
i-type: people who busybody.

So,
I'm exhausted.

900

2006-12-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

Yeepee,

900visitors,
and keep gaining.

Last night,
went for a movie with Aunties- Old lady & aunty teresa.
And the movie was Eragon.
What a commercialization movie!
Besides,
I don't like the dragon.
She's quite ugly,
which i thought dragon shouldn't look like that...

By the way,
dragon is a imaginal character. Heaven knows how they look like.

Oh,
And last nigh,
We bought something else instead of pop corn!
Ice-blended mocha and puff.
Though cinema prohibite out-side food.
How we illegally brought the food to the cinema?
Yup,
Aunties' bag,
and we squeeze all the food into the bag.

Morning,
me and old lady went jogging.
3am,
and we hang around the campus...
Crazy!
laid down on the middle of the road & running track.

Comfortable

2006-12-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

I just remembered, that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down, aisle 5
you looked behind you to smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us, if we could leave.

Can't remember, what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in

I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve, say 'shes gonna be good for you'
they throw me, high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
your mouth was, so dirty

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
or so they say, hey

She thinks I can't see the smile that shes faking
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed, I want you back again. - John Mayer

Sorry friends, none of my picture has been edited. It's original and natural.
So, not that beautiful.
Besides, i use my stupid cellular phone to take picture...

Song of the week,
I like this song very very very the much!
Actually i like the melody.

For me,
to define a nice song,
most of the time i will only listen to the melody.
Lyrics for me is not that important than the melody.
Unless the melody is nice and only i'll listen carefully to the lyrics.

Nice song effected my emotion,
Espeacially blues.
One word to describe myself,
I'm quite emotional.
Most of my friend knew.
And they're getting used to.

Yup,
Only friend will get to use to my personality.

Losing Control

2006-12-14T04:52:00.000+08:00

I am losing control, and quite lost.
Just keep doing something which is out of my principle.
And it's time for me to get back,
and hook up with my original principle.

What have you done?
Yup, i smoked.
And i shouldn't do it at all!
Just feel sorry for myself,
really sorry.
So, i've decided to punish myself.

How are you going to punish myself?

I think the punishment is...
Run more and get back the stamina.

Yeah...
No more cigarette and liqueur.

All my dear friends,
please give me some comments,
comments that might make me feel guilty...
And clarify my mind.

I Don't Want to Be

2006-12-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
am I the only one to notice
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
if you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave

I came from the mountains
the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone
and now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I DONT WANNA BE...
I DONT WANNA BE...
I DONT WANNA BE....
I DONT WANNA BE....

Yup, I just want to be myself.
What ever you think of me...

Just got back from mid-night run.
Quiet and windy,
Just heard cricket chriping.
I am addicted.
I am addicted.

Took from school's forest. Not a beutiful place, picture always lie.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2006-12-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

Friend is the most important thing in my tiny little world.

Ofcause family is as important as friend too...

Since a long time ago,
friend has became apart of my life.

We live together,
We eat together,
We travel together,
We do alot of things together all the time.

Although we are good,

but,

we're still arguing for something,

something about food,
something about movie,
something about place to hang out,
something serious,
something tiny.

But at the end,
we're still laughing together,
having fun.

Although the result wasn't sastified by everyone.

Whatever,
the only thing that connecting us is the happiness of being together.
The happiness which you can't get it among your family.

How a stranger gets to know one?
One which later become his friend,
and know each other for the rest of their life.

Since the day I realised friend is the most thanksful gift from the god,

I'm buddhist, actually.

I've started to treasure the time we spend together.
And the memories we share together.
Somehow,
it will last forever.

Few Relationship In Earth Never Die Soon

Sorry, i know the picture isn't related to the topic- Friends.
Just don't bother me so much.

Bored

2006-12-11T04:25:00.000+08:00

Yup, can tell that how bored I am.
Half pass four, Billy still awake and creating a new post...

What's wrong with you?
I'm fine, but I've just read one of my dearest buddy's blog.

Feel sorry for her,
but sometime just feel like wanna slap her.
Yup, slap her face!

Why?

Because she can't go through her previous relationship!
And,
her ex have already given up!

Sometime you can't hold it too tight,
time to loose,
just let it go.

You can have the world,
but you can't hold the heart of a person as you wish.

Somehow it's the way for you not to be hurt,
and just let it become a beautiful memory.

Memories always be with you,
it's the only thing left.

Relationship is such a sophisticated thingie.
Sometime someone very into you,
but
chemical doesn't happen.

Sometime someone very into you,
chemical does happen,
time ain't right.

What the hell then.

Everything is unpredicable.
I think I rather be a monk.
hehe...
but i just don't want.

Last,
for my bloody stupid buddy,
you can lean on your pillow,
you can lean on your bed,
you can lean on my shoulder too...

but,

just lean on it.

Saturday

2006-12-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yup, today is Saturday,
and i didn't go out for any parties nor movies.
I have been staying home for whole Saturday.
I'm totally bored,
but due to thoes downloaded series and reality shows,
my lovely Saturday wasn't totally blank.
What a pity stay-home boy.

Since I moved to KL(actually Cyber J.).
As a matter of point,
I have never been out on weekend.
I simply no desire to.
I would rather spend my time on running than wasting money/time on the way to KL.
CJ isn't that close to KL,
and,
honestly,
I don't like KL as I used to be.

I'm not so happy to stay here simply because I'm sharing room with someone,
and there are no kitchen for me to cook and refrigerate any milk and fruit!
Irritating, man!
And you know,
I love milk so much which now i chouldn't have it in the morning!
Whatever...

By the way,
I am not bitchy,
you slut!
ha...ha...!
Just kidding.
Why I am not bitch? Simply because I am male, and I am human being.
Why you are slut? he...he... because you are female and slut is human being,
somemore,
you told someone I'm bitch.
Niah niah...
sorry for the rudeness, i'm not mean.

Oh...
Today morning,
we went to Putra J. bridge slacking and chatting.
That's the only night life for me.
So,
I don't like Beer and Liqueur.
I drink only wine.

Memory

2006-11-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

ok, dear friends, it's time for me to update my blog...
Honestly, I'm such a pig and don't like to update my blog!
But, this is the only way for my dear friends to find out what does MR. Billy doing.
Actually nothing speacial happened recently, the only occasion is- got cold,
and was damn unlucky that I had a quizs next day!!
But, since I'm a clever boy, everything goes smooth, and I still know how to answer that fucking asshole quizs. How I got cold? Somehow I thought I was infected by Emily, the aunty who fall sick after the Pangkor trip.
Somemore the raining season!

oh oh... and the Pangkor trip.
Yap, I went to Pangkor last week, with the society.
It was a nice trip, and I like it pretty much.
By the way, Pangkor is not that boring, cycling to town to have lunch, kayaking to another beach to catch the sun.
As you all know, I like sun bathing, so, don't curious why I was catching the sun... Although the beaches are not as clean as Redang...

On the way back to Lumut, we saw lotsa battle cruiser... and I took some picture, but that's not my camera, so... I have to wait that fellow to send me the picture!! so, I think I will upload later.

I've read a book by Mitch Albom- Five people you meet in heaven.
This is a nice book, and I like it pretty much. I've no idea why I bought this book, maybe it was listed in the top seller, and the story start from the end.
And i bought another book by Donna Tartt- The little friend.

This book, is what-the-damn-long story! This book is about 555pages with font-size 10. Can you imagine how tiny the words are? But i haven't started reading this book. Hopefully i won't give up.

Last, memory is the greatest thing you won't be able to lost. Treasure it, and live with it.

finale

2006-11-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

what the fish?
feel so hesitate!
my holiday gonna end... Gimme somemore...
GIMME SOMEMORE!!

Holiday, 20 things i have done,
one i read lotsa magezines,
two i watched lotsa "travel and living",
three i ate lotsa home-town dishes,
four i couldn't finish "the Five Person You Meet in Heaven",
five i gained few pound,
six i lost few inch on my waist,
seven i learned how to bake cookies and cakes,
eight i bought a pair of underwear,
nine i bought a jean,
ten i bought a swim-cap,
eleven i bought a long-sleeve shirt,
twelve i bought a fanny-bag,
thirteen i wasted my pass-port pages,
fourteen i cutted and dyed my hair,
fifteen i watched few movies,
sixteen i made lotsa coleslaw,
seventeen i drank 2 bottels of wine,
eighteen i ate 2 slices of cheese,
nineteen i drank lotsa lemon juice,
twenty i didn't know what i did,
twenty-one i went to 2 friends house for nothing,
twenty-two i wasted some money,
twenty-three i thought i am hot and sexy,
shit!! more than 20, ok, let it be...

and finally, my friend cry...
don't cry sweet heart, you lost something by the way you will earn something.

马戏团

2006-10-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

(新山十月廿四) 回来了将近2星期,今天算是蛮快了的一天.
茶煲到熊伯家捣乱,准备午餐大家吃.
相信吗?期待中的午餐,竟成为了晚餐!几乎把大伙活活饿死
虽然人手过剩,但是还是不能如期的将午餐弄好...
茶煲创意菜--
1)马铃薯裹豆腐<失败-马铃薯和豆腐的味道不MATCH,然后缺乏味道和口感,外观也不雅>
2)泰式鸡<成功-由于黄瓜是本人处理, 基本上成功关键在于黄瓜>
3)猪肉炒蕃茄酱?!<无解-对蕃茄酱和猪肉的搭配毫无概念>
4)清炒椰菜花<成功-没有意见>
黑山猪创意菜--
1)黄瓜贡圆香肠蛋<失败-我的妈呀!!从来没有听说贡圆煎蛋!!更何况是黄瓜贡圆香肠蛋>
2)黄瓜香肠面包<无解-不要问我...>
简单一句, 好好再去研究!
虽然没有美味佳肴,但是因为被饿坏了,所以大家勉强吃完
不知道是真是假,死肥婆(已经开始变瘦啦)说这餐是为了我而煮的...很荣幸?才不!!
觉得内疚!!因为苦了大家!!...哈哈!!
能围在饭桌一起吃饭还真难得...当然,免不了讽刺几句
"你以后开餐馆,顾客一定要在早上就预订了午餐...晚餐必须在中午就预约!"

假装填饱肚子后,决定看马戏团
很久很久没有看表演了...
虽然表演内容很传统(看过你就知道什么叫传统),但是我喜欢看.
无论什么表演,我都喜欢看...
*无论什么表演:我的定义是,只要是在大众面前表演的艺术)
表演艺术是那么有趣的
台上的一小时,竟是台下的十年功
正如DISCOVERY TRAVEL AND LIVING - JUST FOR ONE NIGHT
大家练舞一个月,就为了一场不到一小时的演出
但是是快乐的,也非常值得...
当得到观众的掌声时,所有的辛酸一扫而空
...累...洗澡睡觉...

The Maker Makes

2006-10-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

One more chain I break
To get me closer to you
One more chain does the maker make
To keep me from bustin' through

One more notch I scratch
To keep me thinkin' of you
One more notch does the maker make
Upon my face so blue

Get along, little doggies
Get along, little doggies

One more smile I fake
And try my best to be glad
One more smile does the maker make
Because he knows I'm sad

Oh Lord, how I know
Oh Lord, how I see
That only can the maker make
A happy man of me

Get along little doggies
Get along little doggies
Get along

He was a Friend of Mine

2006-10-03T22:03:00.001+08:00

He was a friend of mine
He was a friend of mine
Every time I think of him now
Lord I just can't keep from cryin'
'Cause he was a friend of mine

He died on the road
He died on the road
Just kept on moving
Never reached what he couldn’t sought
And he was a friend of mine

I stole away and cried
I stole away and cried
'Cause I never had too much money
And I never been quite satisfied
And he was a friend of mine

He never done no wrong
He never done no wrong
A thousand miles from home
And he never harmed no one
And he was a friend of mine

He was a friend of mine
He was a friend of mine
Every time I hear his name
Lord I just can't keep from cryin'
'Cause he was a friend of mine.

Hesitating

2006-09-28T12:44:00.002+08:00

Why i'm here?
I'm so lazy to post a blog in english...
that's why, you never seen any english post in my blog!
but today, something happen to me...
Somehow, i started to create an english post...
maybe the wires in my brain is wrongly hooked up and caused the adnormal action.
or maybe alien attack the Earth and i was kidnapped and brain washed before they released me.
or maybe... maybe... maybe
i want my BANANA FRIEND to read my blog!

This few days,
I'm keep thinking Gabrielle's word,"I want what i want when i want it".
It sounds selfish, but most of us think in the same way all the time!
but,
I've realised that the word is somehow similar to,"I love who i love when I love him/her".
In the other hand,
it's a romantic and sweet word.
And why I know Gabrielle,
it's because I have finished 2season of Desperate Housewives.
And I'm waiting for the 3rd season!
It's a very nice series,
and was watching it when i was free...
I bet you know the Addicted feeling,
can't help yourselves and Must finish every episode as soon as possible!!
Wahaha...
Beside Desperate Housewives,
the new season of A.N.T.M is back.
In the latest cycle, Megan is my favorite.
Boyish look but still tender and grace. wow!!
Hopefully she can get through and become the A.N.T.M.
And compare with the previous season, cycle 5,
the latest cycle is more attractive.
And i watch Amazing Race too... cycle 10
erm...
it's so surprise that contestant might be eliminated even though it's not the pit.
But, I like it!! ha ha!!

By the way,
i have watched alot of reality show...
I need to list down and for the memo usage...

1. America's Next Top Model cycle5,6,7
2. Australia's Next Top Model cycle1
3. Britian's Next Top Model cycle2
4. Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency
5. Amezing Race cycle10
6. Deperate Housewives season1,2
7. Survivor season13
8. Celebrity Survivor
9. Project Runway season1,2,3

wow... still have somemore haven't finished yet...
1. Lost season1,2
2. Desperate Housewives season3

And i should celebrate for this moment
because this is my first english post... maybe is the one and the only...

距离

2006-08-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

一个接一个
慢慢地离去
大家都到世界各处去求学了
哎...回想起中学时每天都能在学校见面
打打闹闹这回事现在越来越难得了
见面的机会微乎其微
聊天也只有碰碰运气
遇到了,幸运
遇不到,下次
能有多少机会大家一起去吃饭闲聊
有
不过需要很多很多的运气吧

人生就是如此
到了一个阶段
就是只有分离
尽管你多么不舍
可是
只有这样
才有回忆

在一个人的房间
听着王力宏
感觉四周的孤寂
蚊子很屌的一直偷我的血
但是
代价是,被我打死
最近这里超多它
飞来飞去
晚上叮得我想吧他抓来分尸
拔掉翅膀,让它飞不了
拔掉六肢,让它残废
拔掉嘴巴,让它吸不了血
最后,让它慢慢等死

地上很肮脏
他妈的只有我在那里扫地抹地
没有吩咐他很像不会自动清理的
吊啦!!
越来越不爽他

哇
肚子饿...
我要去吃东西...
接下来的内容自己想象...

想到了吗?
乖

大海沙滩蓝天

2006-07-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

天空

2006-07-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

每个人的断背山

2006-07-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

"每个人都有属于自己的断背山..."
已经开始冷却的话题,你能了解吗?

看了又看,我才能领会其中的涵义
不仅仅是同志...男女间也会存在着
你能爱他那么深吗?

这几天
接踵而来的测验并没有将我搞得疲惫
没有压力吗?
为何?

压力不是自己授予的吗?
我没有,我对自己善良
你有,你对自己负责任

但是作业开始干涉我的人生
我开始面对一堆堆写得完的作业
一堆堆...要怎么样开始?
一叠叠...要怎么样结束?
一份份...期限就快到了!

i wished i knew how to quit you...

普通的文字

2006-06-27T19:31:00.001+08:00

已经在这里写了那么久,却从来没有写一篇长长的文章/日记
今天心血来潮,打算圆一圆这个"梦想"...

要说心血来潮,
倒不如说
因为无聊所以才有闲情在这里贴些没人阅读的文章
已经3星期了,
开学至今虽然没有面对什么水土不服的现象,
但是还是不喜欢这里的食物
以价钱分析,虽然有点贵,
但以我这"新山"长大的人来评论的话似乎不觉得贵
在家乡,普通的广式炒粿条,
既滑蛋河都要RM4...但是在这里...只要RM3.5 !!
虽然有RM0.5的差别,但是对北马的朋友来说已经是贵贵贵!!
在家乡,想要找到最便宜的炒粿条,价格大约是RM2.5,
但是据北方来的朋友透露,
在他们遥远的北方,只需要>RM2...真的很不可思议!!
也许是家乡的生活水平因为受到对面小岛的影响
才会在全国名列前茅吧!!

俗话说,"在家靠父母,在外靠朋友"...这句话已经流传许久!
但是,里头的朋友是指什么朋友呢??
最近在这里认识了很多不同种类的人类,
既不同种族,宗教,籍贯,地域,年龄...
让我深深体会到
人的思想,行为都因为不同种而有所分别
举个例子,
来到这里我最先认识的是来自北部的朋友
在我还念中学的时候,已经有闻北方人很幼稚的传言
没亲身体验,大概也不会相信这个传言会有准确性
就因为我体验到了,
所以我赞成那个伤人的传言...
在大家的观念里,
年龄较年长的人一定比叫较会对事物有所分析
但是,并不是所有的的人都能和这个道理套上关系
为什么我这么说呢?!
因为年纪比我大的人并没有因此而比我成熟,
对事物的分析也没有我这年纪较轻的人细腻
这种种的结论都是我个人体会,总结的看法
并不能因为一粒坏鸡蛋而否定所有的金蛋
在这未来的人生,
不能再像小学中学般,以"纯真"的态度结交朋友
凡事都要有一定的保留...
所以人们常说中学的朋友是一生的朋友
深深的对此说法给予赞同!!
就因为这样,我开始想念老朋友了...
虽然有些老朋友很烦,很阿嫂行为,
但是大家都还是以最单纯和纯真的一面对待朋友
不是说我将来不会去结交新朋友,
但是这些事情让我学会交朋友的道理
想起了朋友的一句老话,
"朋友是永远的"...

就因为在这鸟不生蛋,狗不拉屎的地方读书,
导致我和外界脱离...
喜欢的休闲活动(逛街,游泳)都不能如常进行
哪里有大减价,哪里有好吃的便宜食物都不知道!!
最近和阿莲老友聊了一通价值RM10+的电话...
才听说新山某食阁出现了一摊价钱便宜到没本钱赚的日本料理...
素闻该头家是出自某著名饭店(5星)...[不方便透露..哈!!]
价廉物美,似乎在提倡"美食并不贵"的道理
很难相信...
连同行的厨师都喜欢光顾...
所以这星期我将回家乡目睹,
体验一下这个让人下巴脱臼的传言

说到回家...呆在这里两个星期了...
说不上的感觉...
这种感觉已经不能用闷来形容了...
他几乎比闷还闷,比惨还惨...
能有的娱乐活动就是去健身做运动...
好在我是一个爱健身的小弟弟...
不然其他的运动似乎和我粘不上边...
因为我的双手和双脚对圆的物体没有兴趣...
很庆幸的消息是,学校正在修建游泳池...
但是,以惯例来思考
(因为这里是马来西亚,什么人当道?什么人?)
应该不会那么快能使用
总结,最近我的休遣就是
呆在房间上网,到健身房健身...

能怎样呢?人生不遇到难关哪能磨练成型??
要怎样顺利度过这些日子?
这可要好好思考和规划了...

星期五回家要干的事我已经在安排了.. 哈哈!!
阿莲朋友!!就等我回来完成任务吧!!

无聊的挣扎

2006-06-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

走路一个人
吃饭一个人
这是无聊的感觉吗?

也许是

终于有了这种感觉
已经失去很久很久的感觉
现在犹如洪水般涌了出来

强劲的自然力量
可怕和无奈

怎么办?

忧郁随着无聊偷袭了我
原来他们都是喜欢合作
在最无聊的时候
狠狠地在背后敲你的头

一阵混眩
眼前就一片深蓝了…

蚂蚁与人类

2006-06-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

鱼儿水中游

2006-05-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

一天到晚游泳的鱼儿

快乐吗?

鱼儿无拘无束地
鱼儿逍遥自在地

但是
真的快乐吗?

从不被任何事情纠缠
鱼儿啊你是多么的幸福

真的幸福吗?

假如上辈子是鱼儿
我是海豚
成群结队在轮船前"飞翔"

假如下辈子是鱼儿
我是人鱼
为我爱的人而活

没有倒退档的汽车

2006-05-26T13:24:00.000+08:00

堕落的黑天使

2006-05-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

恶魔与天使的战争
恶魔的力量比天使强
可是
天使以纯洁的心感化了恶魔

恶魔的根本是邪恶的
天使只能暂时平缓恶魔的魔性

有一天
恶魔与天使的战争重新爆发
天使的纯洁再也不能感化恶魔了
然而
天使却被恶魔所感染
退下了光环和翅膀
贪婪占有了他那纯洁的心灵
他成为了
堕落的黑天使

皮革日记本

2006-05-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

十年的你-藤井树

2006-05-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

我被遗忘，被你遗忘，遗忘在一条名叫伤恸的路上。
那远到看不见边际的尽头，你可在那个地方？
我问过神，问过鬼，问过佛祖，问过菩萨，
你到底在哪一场梦里面，而那场梦何时与我共枕同床？

我成天成夜，听着时间的呼吸，用哭白了的发，写寂寞的诗。
我把伤眸当砚，我把血泪当墨，我的灵魂是我的纸，我的身体更是信封。
我该寄往何处予你？而你又该何回我？

是不是你也在那条叫作伤恸的路上，如果是，我是否也该把你遗忘？
但怎样遗忘也长，伤恸也长，告诉我哪儿是短，我便哪儿往。

温暖的清晨同样，温暖的西暮同样，摇椅上的我同样，而我冷冷地望。
别要我顶着热情欣赏，我已失去热情的光。
你说我诗里总有看不完的愁怅，像浓黯的雾那般地茫，
我裹着两人份的被单，作着一个人的梦，
诗难不愁怅，人难不拾殇。

我低声地问，那在远方的你啊。
如果我写一首诗给十年后的你，你将在哪儿读它？

深蓝色的微笑

2006-05-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

我的果肉是深蓝色
不过
我的果皮是微笑的

不知道是不是不想
让别人知道我的果肉
每次都是以
微笑的,
开心的,
果皮面对众人...

可能是吧...

耳边传来:
"biLly,心情不好啊?"
幹!!
讨厌毙了!!

因此
乐观主义外表总和我套在一起...
时常随便的一句话,
就引爆了笑弹
可能就是因为这样...

@sense of humour, 是大家喜欢的 Attribution...

我很爱一个人独处会自闭吗?
应该不会...
但是有时会有一股想被爱,
和爱人的冲动假如有一天我恋爱了,
我的果肉会褪色...
变成
深红色!!
因为我是
牧羊座的男人!!

果汁糖

2006-05-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

摇一摇..."咯...咯..."

草莓果汁糖掉出来...

总是任由命运主宰

我可否把果汁糖都倒出来,寻找我要的口味?!

@果汁糖倒出来后,又放回去...好脏...

左边的biLly:

不要啦...

任由命运主宰不是很好吗?

有时草莓,有时薄荷,有时哈蜜瓜,
有时柠檬,有时葡萄,有时鲜橙,有时黄梨...

总会有所期待...

右边的biLly:

才不呢!!

我要凭实力!!

想吃草莓就吃草莓,
想吃薄荷就吃薄荷,
想吃哈蜜瓜就吃哈蜜瓜,
想吃柠檬就吃柠檬,
想吃葡萄就吃葡萄,
想吃鲜橙就吃鲜橙,
想吃黄梨就吃黄梨...

由自己掌握,控制...

哈哈...想到了解决方法...

左边想吃果汁糖时就任由命运;右边想吃糖时就倒出来挑选

左边的味蕾品尝命运的味道;右边味蕾品尝机会的味道

很幹累!

2006-05-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

闲了一阵子(已经半年时间),每天无所事事地呆在电脑前,
这种日子很快就要结束了..也意味着我人生的旅程又要重新开始!!
对我而言,接下来的人生就像是毛虫蜕变成蝴蝶在蛹里的日子!!
等待..成熟..脱颖..飞翔..降落..死亡!!

"你在干嘛?"

"吃饱了吗?"

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有些事会在不知不觉中成为了日常的习惯.
有些人也会不知不觉进入了你的日常生活.

人生的机遇就是那么奇妙...
从陌生人成为了一位熟悉你的朋友
从此就这样起了变化...

"早安!"

"睡得舒服吗?"

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能在早上听/看到这点儿问候,
一天的开始就有了美好的起步!
不会吗?
对我而言,
至少这点儿问候好过虚伪的一切

"肚子超饿的!"

"晚餐没吃啦!"

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饿着睡觉其实也不难受
昨天就为了这个超吊的部落格
忙至忘了晚餐时间(八点以前)
真的有够他妈的累人
明明已经成功了但又偏偏哪儿的连接出现问题
改了又改
换了又换
试了又试
终于在今天的八点完成所有的事情
导致今天的晚餐也没得吃
气死啦!

"幹!"

"操!"

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始终敌不过-饿!

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"七年后..."

"不要耍我啊!!"

启程

2006-05-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

杯中的沙石渐渐沉淀...水开始清晰
前方的云雾渐渐散去...路开是明朗

事情的转变常常是出乎意料,尽管你希望它是在你预料之内
我开始学会了如何应对突如其来的转变,
即使不能让它完美结束,但能有个结局已经算是不幸中的小幸

最近去了首都一趟,
可以算是背包之旅,为何?因为我没和背包脱离...
没有事先的预定,导致流浪街头,投宿24小时快餐店
这是个很好的体验,坐在店里,观察着步入店里的顾客
懊恼的我开始想,为什么三更半夜了,还吃这中高卡路里,高脂肪的食物...
我是没办法,所以才买了套餐硬啃...那他们呢??
哎...

在我人生中,有两样每天都要去的地方...
1...有床的地方
2...有浴室的地方
我是个半洁癖的人,一天平均洗澡次数是3...
我也是个不睡觉就会有脾气的人...

有了以上简短的说明,我能顺利的结束旅程是个新旅程碑
黏黏的身驱,脏脏的...
疲惫不堪,精神紧张...

累...

快乐前的忧郁

2006-04-02T12:24:00.000+08:00

每当快乐降临前
内心总是深蓝着...

快乐需要忧郁来衬托它的价值
忧郁借着快乐来表现它的意义

不是吗?
世事不都是一来一往的吗?
哪有单方面的付出
但是谁不希望贪那点点的小便宜呢?

没关系...不在乎了
忧郁后的天空特别美
快乐后的人生更惆怅...

是要伤心或要难过

2006-03-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

不想在沉淀在这世界里了
即使你曾经对我那么亲切
你,越是亲切
我,越难自拔

为什么人总是无法停止命运轮盘的转动?

你的亲切就好像糖果,诱惑着小朋友
你的亲切就如同金钱,诱惑着全人类
之所以仍然沉淀在这世界,
或许因为我只是个平凡的小伙子...摆脱不了这些诱惑

你能停止那可恶的亲切吗?
不要了...我拒绝!!
但是心却还是软的...

未来的一天,我要我的心是硬梆梆的
不在接受可恶的亲切
学会一句:"我拒绝!!"

剪得断,理不乱

2006-03-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

是时候终结这十八年理不清的丝...
给我把剪刀!
剪断后,再从新开始!

乱...我的思绪乱窜,无法理智的解决问题
只好用极度恶劣的讽刺性文字与无理的幼稚思维去理清这些年留下来的债务
我不要拖拖拉拉,不要藕断丝连...
这些丝会阻碍我...会使我停滞在当初
就因为当初的问题我还没有足够的勇气,因此我要剪断,理清!!
从新,以全新的姿态重现大众...

说我狠心?
说我冷酷?
说我无情?
说我残酷?

我不在乎,也许还会带点骄傲的韵味

因为狠心,才能作出决定
因为冷酷,才能守着决定
因为无情,才能记着决定
因为残酷,才能从新决定

你为什么要为这一切伤心?
不值得,不值得,不值得...
不服输?不服输?不服输?
没关我的事...因为不是你,的确不是你,肯定不是你!!
是你幼稚,误解了他的含义,误解了他的目的!!

我就这样一剪,希望全被剪断了!!

突然想起孔雀东南飞里的一句:"君当作磐石,妾当作蒲苇;蒲苇韧如丝,磐石不转移" (希望没有背错)
现代爱情里,还能发生吗?应该不可能...除非是马来族!
为什么?!你不知道吗?一夫一妻制呀!!哪来的妾...哗哈哈!!
关我他妈的屁事...
单纯只是想起来,打出来炫耀炫耀...